dead-en...

Listening to: Queens - "another one bites the dust"

tired, sian. been feeling outa sorts. need space. need screaming guitars. i miss my ol' happy self. *sigh* think it's bad. been trying hard to get myself together and get a move-on... but guess it's hard la. even agressive trying to make self happy by eating warm apple crumble and tea cake can't keep the happy aura on me for long.. my happy mood fades the moment i stop the sugar. *Drats* HOW??? have i become "happy-resistant"?
*sniff* =*(

Gotta find something to fill that odd empty void in my soul...
hmmm...

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