birthdays

was fun letting my art let loose.. sigh. miss my doodling days. but was happy that my talent is still there. sigh. tho loosing my skills tho. not as good as i used to. went to cherie's bday then got inspired and did like lil blue cellophane stars to put on the overhead lights and glass window panes. but discovered to absolute horror that at the end of the day the place looked like a wedding reception area... with white roses in navy ble vases etc.. terrible. sigh. *shudders* but was pretty to say the least. then met loyd (hmm is that how to spell his name?) my pri sch fren who came with mussed up hair. looked quite terrible actually. haha *shush dun tell jingping* at least let's say he looked better at teh small pri sch gathering we had when jp came back in singapore la. haha. dun know if i should put that much effort for my own bady as in i'm not what we call a very flamboyant person, just want to keep things simple... hmmm. difficult.

later at nite had a nice talk with lilian (who was very concerned abt my mental instabilities and all) so yeah... no worries girls... i'm fine just stuck in a rut that i'm trying desperatly to struggle out of. nothing that nice deserts and cheesecake and apple crumble (YUM~!) that can't solve.

will desperatly try to cheer up and get my gig back in motion n settle out my coool....

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