lack of updates

well in case u guys still look at my blog. let u in on what's going on with my life now.
finished like abt 60% of my pre-reg period liao. think another 4months to go.

Done IP, DPIC(drug info), lab (utterly complicated and complex, i am too paranoid abt my skills, or lack of. to even consider going there X_X. But did alright for tt section thankfully)

now at SOC (outpatient). which is quite different. doing lots of packing and random dispensing. looking forward to the clinics, where by i can see some clinical work ba. i miss inpatient. (i may regret this statement later, but now i miss the kind of satisfaction you get from inpatient, where u can follow up on yr patient and do interventions tt can help improve care of pt.. or maybe it's just my amnesia speaking. discovered i have a knack for forgetting traumatic experinces. think it's the way my body tries to cope and survive. haha)

slightly free-er now. at least can get at least 6hrs of sleep. or maybe coz i'm lazy and dun read up on diseases adn drugs anymore, since i dun get shot so frequently in SOC. 3 days and only 1 qn. *AMAZING*

but the crowd been quite xiong. always end up doing OT (w/o extra pay btw guys)... so quite xian la.

thinking of my other job options in lieu of better pay and work-life. coz think being a clinical pharmacist is quite xiong. *thinking.. thinking..*
will c how lah. even tho my fellow pre-regs keep psycho-ing me to stay on. gosh.

will be free-er come 1st - 2nd wk dec, so hopefully be able to settle xmas cards and stuff, since now so busy tt i haven been tidying my room since start of pre-reg. gosh i'm such a slob.

miss my jc frens. happened to be in a nostalgic mood, so went to visit some of the blogs of my old frens. am amazed that deep down they are still quite the same. think it's comforting to know tt somethings never change. =) *smirk* erm check out their blogs lah. u'll understand.

to all my frens out there. dun worry i'm still alive albeit barely, but alive and breathing. will prob get more freedom in a few weeks, before i plunge back to the madness of rushing out my project (imagine doing a freakin FYP research proj on top of yr overall workload. *madness*)

hope to c you guys for xmas gatherings, yeah?

take care coz i care.

aiwen.