burnt.

firstly, thanking all the peeps who turned up today. (misch, caijun, peishan, mark, yitch, yaoming, ken, peiweng). THANKS A LOT GUYS. really appreciate all u pple coming and all. so sorry abt the last min changes. gomen-ne. and also for all the confusion/undecidedness on my part. was too zonked out. really appreciate that u guys hanged in there till the bitter-sweet end of the 'fireworks'.

Appologising to yitch and peiweng if i was mean to them. (I CAN"T HELP IT!)

Thanks guys for trying to cheer me up. =) but think all in all, i'm getting too old for this. my heart can't keep up with this kinda thing no more and there's only so much my brain can do.

was thinking am i really such a horrible person.

ANS: YES.

worse still i'm slowly losing my "seh", my "i dun care what the world thinks.. etc"
apparently ignorance is a luxuary for the young(which sadly i'm no longer part of)

I'm mean, boring, complicated and burnt out.
(worse think i'm becoming shallow, i dun wan to think too deep, my head hurts.)

FEAR ME~!
STAY AWAY~!
sighs. as if that'll happen. *rolls eyes*

oh. and yep. VAnnie dear, yr place rocked!!! (ppsst. think PINK, FEATHERY & very VERY PINK) O_o! so sorry had to leave, have tuition early tomolo. (need the moolah)
well, it was cool tho. the drinks were nice(not a lot of alc tho). =p
but yeah. i'm no 酒鬼! (REMIND me to bring yr prezzie n card the nxt time i c you. hope u liked the cake!)

aiwen.
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