Thursday, November 10, 2005

*DEPRESSED*

Can't imagine how i'm gonna survive as a pharmacist.. have SERIOUS doubts on my capabilities. just gotten back my CA3 on 13 chapters of anti-biotics.. and scored a MISERABLE C... *saddened* I HATE NEGATIVE MARKING* shall stuff self silly with the remainants of alex's ROYCE (have i mentioned how much i love that boy?) and go and sleep to try and forget about it.. *sighs* MY SOUL IS EMPTY AND SAD..... T_T my gut is defunct. (warning: bad review ahead..)
DISCOVERED that AIWEN Ver21.0 sucks.. it has compatibility problems with GOOD GUT INSTINCT(r) resulting in instability in program, resulting in auto-shut down of the program with out any warning... like as if an unstable world is not enuff, even my trusty gut instincts starting to fail and abandon me... T_T *weeps*

anyways...
Saw Mark online, and Mark tried to return some of the *Happy Powder* i gave him for his project.. but guess it takes a while to kick in? (but thanks a lot dude) shall meanwhile take adjunctive therapy of chocolate and pray for a synergistic effect on my mood. *crosses fingers*

./end
a saddened and depressed aiwen
who stares at stack of anti-b and realise that the CA3 is not the end but the begining of a HORRIBLE nightmare..
I still have to cram that stuff for finals.. and it's onli a miserable 1/3 of the module..*cries* T_T

1 comment:

grace said...

Aiwen, you're been doing very well this sem already...if you think C is bad, think about all the people who scored Ds and Fs....F....how many of us actually got Fs in our entire lives... it's devastating